Today is opposite day

“The excessive increase of anything causes a reaction in the opposite direction”

         When you want to sleep, you cant because you are trying to hard. When you are working to make money or save money, situations always come up that prevent that. You look for someone to share your life with and settle down, and what you find is the same men you have interacted with all your life.  

         The men who are interested in one thing…. that thing changes from man to man but the basic need behind it doesnt… A materialistic or self-gratifying need to “”"Better themselves”"”.  These People are interesting creatures… measuring thier life by materialistic quantaties… You are someone at the bar because of your new Prada bag, or your fancy new sports care or your house in the mountains. On the surface someone who is blissfully happy. Held under a microscope as miserable as the next human being. Life is suffering and no matter how many bags they have or houses they buy or men they have sex with the simple fact remains that they will be left with the problems they had before they went on thier quest to “better” themselves   rant

         So I guess the point of this was I should stop pushing. Stop setting expectations of bars that are too high for people to reach. Stop expecting people to behave in a manner that would justify being human